got my results today. at first glance, i thought i failed my databases course. was expecting to fail and when i "realized" it's true, i was surprising calm. it was unlike previous times when i was rather agitated and depressed.

i was thinking "ok, will try harder next time, was expecting this result anyway".

sometimes i even surprised myself.

after my thoughts had settled down and i went through the results again. hey, a D is a pass!!! overall, got 2 Cs, 3 Bs and a D. nothing fantastic as compared to my fellow classmates (most likely to be scoring As) but hey, i'm pretty satisfied with it. i'm a easily contented person.

i was full of drive when i first enter uni, i was aiming for at least a 2nd upper honours due to my poly background but as time goes by, i find that it's not easily achieved, i'm not exactly the studious type and poly life is vastly different from uni life. now, my aim is to finish the race together with my friends, placing is no longer that important for me...

damm, writing this blog kinda pull down my feelings.